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I officially banned myself from watching American Idol.  My boyfriend (na ende siya aware) is gone…Michael John.  I was in Australia that time so I didn’t see the episode when he was voted out. I think its tadhana.  My dahlin’g husband sms me the sad…sad news…while I was out shopping!  Nyeta, walang puso.  When I came back to Singapore, bawal pag usapan sa bahay at baka maging Kapitan Gabriella ako.  Even the mention of his name.  Gosh, tagos hanggang mammary glands made by belo ang pain ko.  Di ko nakeri over.  Why? why? why?

Of course, my sweet..sweet fafi, loves to see me in pain, so wala na siyang ginawa kungdi okrayan ako about Michael.  Feeling close, by first name bases na kami. Kaya nga kami lilipat ng Australia dahil sa kanya….hahahahha…charing!

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I am so excited next month, because we are flying to KL, Malaysia. It’s  the country where Scott proposed to me 4 years ago. So, we are not only celebrating our birthdays there (Yez!  Magkasunod kami birthday, pero dahil made in US siya and I am made in Philippines and there’s a one day difference, so technically parehong day lang di ba?) Plus, it is also our 4th year civil wedding anniversary.  We got married first in engapore to avoid going through this drama in US Embassy in Manila.  Kailangan daw kasi ng interview portion, kasi nanalo daw ako sa lotto…hehehehehe…charing!

I remembered, when Scott proposed, I was totally surprise and at the same time confuse to the maximum level Swear!!!  Ok, let me rewind the story, when we started dating, he knew that I am not into marriage thing….dahil di ba  ang orientation ko ay….SECRET!!! Hahahahaha….Ofocurse, everyone knew I am the goddess of the gay community. So anyhow, di carabao, while he was in India, during one of our usual phone sex….hehehehe…LDC (Long distance call) he ask me, if I want to be Mrs Silbernick?  Of course, I was so overwhelmed that….Neng! May I  fly ang lola mo sa India. Kinareer ko yon! Unfortunately, for some reasons….kasi marami e….it didn’t happen. In short, umuwi ako luhaan.  However, since it wasn’t such a big deal to me, keri over lang. So akala ko, forever living in sin and happiness na lang kami…..hehehehe.

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Ok, since now I have all the time in the world, para mag isip-isip na kung ano-ano and to analyze human behavior…..ende ako nagbabalak maging psychologist…its just that I am always amazed and interested of these stuff.

Anyway, I was talking to a friend, we’ve known each other since dinosaurs time…and we kind of discussing how your friends become less and less as you age.  I mean, friends tayo ’til death do us part na drama ha.  Like from the time you age at 10, 20′s, 30′s up to 70′s kasi pag 80′s malamang asa ibang planet na yong mind mo.

I’ve never really give it a thought before.  Apparently, as I am about to turn 34 (like very soon) I counted my friends who can I really say true friends etech….and I guess true nga siya. Well, depends how you understand the meaning of friendship.  I was just about to write like….for me a friend is?  Natigilan rin ako dun sa question ko.  Because what is really a friend?  So, I guess there are different type of friends and one way or another I can identify myself as these different character. I realise that these are just normal phase that human being going through. I am fortunate that I am able to met different kind of people, from all walks of life…gurl, boy, vakla, tungril.

And even if I doubts of some people sincerity, naisip ko rin if I am being  a true friend rin sa iba?  I am guilty as anyone else.  But of course, there is one thing I am truly proud of myself as a friend, I tried to be a good friend in the best way I can. Shit!  Drama to the max etetch!!!

Anyway, here’s the different type of friends according to my own term.  If you find it offensive, I apologize but I am not suggesting anybody here. Wala rin akong pinaparinggan dito…ok fine…slight lang. But please don’t take it seriously.  I don’t necessarily based this sa life ko.

I just got back from our holiday first to Wellington, New Zealand and then Melbourne, Australia, last 13th of April.  But I really wished I stayed longer in Melbourne.  I love that place so much that I am planning to move there soon…as in!!!  Well, actually its not gonna happen like this year, nagiillusionary lang ako.  Aside from the fact we just moved to a new house and have a contract to finish so mga next year pa talaga…but seriously, I’m dying to move there that I keep scouting houses, apartments and condos that is either within or closer to the city area.  Pero, we haven’t filled out any application yet …Well, at least it keeps me busy dreaming about how my house or houses(?) gonna look like. I finally agreed with Scott to sell our house in Manila and use these money to buy a house when we move to Melbourne.  I am drooling as in tula laway sa ganda ng mga bahay dun.  My friend , Tess showed me around sa mga bahay-bahayan and furnitures stores …and with the prices, neng, feeling ko asa big sale ako.  For a $300k as in super pretty na siya ha.  Samantalang dito sa Engapore, you can’t even but an HDB meaning a government housing.  Baka toilet or bomb shelter lang mararating ng 300k.

After living here in Singapore for over 7 years and properties are going up, as well as  the rent, it doesn’t make sense anymore. Feeling ko, forever na lang kami magrerent dito.  Because the houses we really like, ok fine…we have expensive taste…cost over $1.5m….O di ba? Sa Pinas, may swimming pool na ako nya, pati driver and katulong nabili ko na. But an average HDB would normally cost $500k and a house is more than $1m. Everything here is going up except salaries.  Plus, I really feel like laging eksena dito basta identified ka na Pinay equivalent to ninilbihan sa bahay….at ang laging tanong or comment, mapataxi, parlor, sari-sari store….Akala ko sat lang day off? Saan ka ninilbihan? Asan amo mo?  Ang bait naman amo binigyan ka pa ng credit card? Pinayagan ka magholiday ng amo at nakasq ka pa? (If going to airport). Taxi galing grocery naman…Inday, baka pagilitan tayo ng amo mo pag dito ako nagpark sa garage nyo. O di ba, ang ganda nila!

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