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I‘ve read somewhere that ” Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.” I totally agree. Wow! So deep! Too much for my brains. Hahaha! Para akong nasasapian nito. Ria is that you? Pwede na pangline sa soap opera, di ba? Ofcoursely, dahil ako’y isang dyosa, I don’t look beyond my imperfections. Because I’m simply perfect! So don’t hate me because I am rich but because I am beautiful. Bitch! Hahaha! Oh! I love love to use this line to all my ugliness enemies. Taray di ba? Para lang sila mga batang yagit na pinagsasampal ni Tita Bella Flores.

Anyhow, I just turned 35 this month. Oh my gaz! Tama bang ipagsigawan pa sa madlang human race that I’m this young. Haler! I am not yet like middle age woman noh. Besides, if you have this kind of face and so utterly fabulous ipagmamalaki mo talaga! Hahaha! Oh! I love my powers….para lang siyang kili-kili ng mga anaps. Careful-careful, baka mabitay ang beauty ko dito. O zsa…zsa. aminin ko nan…magpapakatotoo na ako friend. The truth is, there are days (like everyday), I panicked because I see few lines here and there. Promise! I checked my face every 4 hrs. The wrinkles is driving me nuts. I’ve put all the miracle creams in the world….from eye cream to anti-aging kulang na lang pati Hemorrhoid Cream ikareer ko na. Oo, nagpapanick ako. Bakit ende…I can’t deny anymore that I am aging…..Shet!!!! Tama ba “aging” talaga ang term. My no. 1 hobby right now is to mega checklist every part of my beautiful body…. if my tights are starting to sag, if I’m starting to have Turkey Gobbler Deformity or if my hands are starting to get dry and disgusting. Di ba they said“With age comes wisdom and with wisdom comes wrinkles.” So drama, right? Still I don’t want to age horribly. Sa mga dukha lang yan nababagay. Hahaha! Seriously! It’s a very strange feeling knowing you are no longer that young. I do get that age is just a number. Wow! I sound such a loser. Mga speech lang yan ng mga pangit. Hahaha! Nevertheless, I don’t need that number to show all over my face. Yes, I am vain. It’s not even a question. Then again, just because I’m aging…gosh….that’s a scary term, it’s a crime to be overly obsessed with yourself. Fine! Not everyone live in my world. Ayaw ko sa maputik na world noh! And most people…like “normal” mankind thinks my problem is so pathetic. I’m just being true friend. Lahat naman tayo have issues with aging. We just don’t want to express it. Kasi, parang sa mga vovito lang yan ang pagiging vain. Pagmatalino, ende mo kailangan ng face value. Planet earth, are you still there?

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