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Maybe it’s faith or fate (?) the brought me here in a tiny island called Singapore. But after 10 years of living, breathing, shopping and partying my life seems becoming dull each day. It’s not that I have nothing else to do..haler…this country is the most stressful to begin with…not only people loves to complained…hmnn…perhaps because we are so pampered that it makes you take for granted the little things that matters most to the dukha/commoner people..hehehehe!

So plastic….ende naman tagaHollywood si Inday. Yesterday, I was so excited because just bought a sofa that I thought would be the answer to all my unhappiness in this so called my diva life. We all know I’m a material girl. So, don’t get shock and please I don’t need your pity. I don’t have pathetic life, I’m just bored. I am not allowed to get bored? Don’t tell me…everyday, you live happily…ano na ka drugs? Huwag kang mag inarte. Dahil I’m sure one way or another, we all feel this way. Magkapatotoo ka Greta?

Today, my episode…bored…bored…bored! Is this depression? Hmnn..oh…it’s more depressing to part with my shoes and bags. So, therefore I conclude..it’s definitely NOT. Although, I can’t help wondering if my end is near to the mental….not institution…haler! …perhaps..mental breakdown or another phase of my drama mode? I’m usually hyper all the time but of course, because I’m sick…sakit-sakitan ito. Changes have to be made so that I still can live forever with my LV’s and Chanel. Besides, I haven’t got my ultimate dream..Birkin. Ende pa ako pwede makiparty sa heaven.

I’ve been thinking of having a new hobby…not hubby. He is still useful and recyclable. Hahaha! Not cross stitch…please! I’ve been redecorating again my house…again which of course, drives everyone nuts. Even my pussy cats are under a lot of stress. Then, planning to renew my love of photography or perhaps…repaint my furniture…hmmnnn…I don’t know how they connect to each other. But what I know, I can’t let this misery affects me because it so unglam. Sayang naman ang botox teh. Besides, I lost already 6lbs. I can be a porn star again…hahaha!

We go through this cycle in life that we wish someone could find us an answer. Nagoogle ko na rin siya. We search why there is an emptiness we feel inside. And we shouldn’t startle…why? Haler! Simply that’s what you called living. If dead…you don’t have empathy kaya. When we feel down, we search for something, heaven knows what it is. We want our friends and love ones to understand us. How could they? Our minds is not on the same hard drive and memory. It will take awhile to mastered life…errr…maybe not ever…but I know, somewhere out there…a big sale is waiting for me. Full stop….abangan na lang ang susunod na kabanata.

Good morning sabado!

Finally I updated my blog after 6 months. It’s been few hundred years since I wrote something here. And guess what? Few months ago, my blog…yes…this blog was been hacked by some freak batman who have nothing to do with their life. Or perhaps I’m getting too famous that the fugly people can’t stand it. Tell me friend, is it really a crime to be beautiful??? Hahaha! Pero promise…I was scared…freak out…. mentally challenge when I opened my blog….and….enter the diva….”This blog was been hacked by Hukba Laban sa mga Dyosa”. Feeling ko asa movie ako. Panick gallore to the highest level of the universe. Vaklush! Parang kasing Bang-Bang gang ang eksena. Baka magreport ako sa presinto. Ende pa ako ready noh! Ikaw ba naman pasokan ng mga guerilla…at hindi pa handa ang outfit….naiwan sa US of A. Ginagawa pa ni fafa Marc Jacobs. Hahaha!

Anyways, what matters now, I’m back to my own haven (?), wearing my new fabulous sho-es. This is why I love US of A. Despite the agony I went through. Yeah! They tortured me, I am in so much pain…Can you imagine a life shopping in a mall where all your favorite designers from Kate Spade, Michael Kors, BeBe, Burberry, Armani to Calvin Klein is just few inches away yet you only have have 6 hours to shop? I think Fafe doesn’t love me anymore…huhuhuhu! Really!? I know I am not the best wife in the world but I always feed him with all his favorite food. I would even carry and put that stinky friend dumplings in my LV bag. Isn’t that enough? Hahaha! So yeah! I was so disheartened of the turn of events. Why can’t I just have everything? Is it too much to ask? *cut*….take two…hahahaha

Next please….another reason why I haven’t writing that much because of my busy schedule…work, parties, shopping, traveling, charity…Girl! It’s tiring to be this fabulous…..hahahaha! Ok, serious na ito, after our trip in US last Christmas. I was been feeling sick all these time. Ende sakit-sakitan. Totoong sickness gallore talaga. It’s like week after week, I have to visit my doctor. Para na nga kaming may affair. I was getting frustrated because 6 months ago, I was full of life. I’m can do a lot of things and always on the go. Para lang nakavalium lagi. Then I woke up one day, which I thought was a simple flu..then the next week something else again. I can feel something is not right, but I’m Ria, if you can’t fix it…buy it.

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