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Christmas again which I super love to the max. Do I have to give a reason why? This is the perfect month where you don’t have to explain-”shopping” and being “broke”. As what they say, you will never know if its end of the world. You can’t bring money in heaven but you can buy happiness on earth. Quotable quotes by yours truly-THE GODDESS!  And if your husband is smart like mine, he make sure you are well-covered. Because it’s not so cute to die with ugly outfit. Oppsss…does it sounds so wrong? Hahaha! Gurl, this is not a true to life story of Pinay who married to an american sausage….get bang-bang and end up in CSI show. Gets? Or not? Kailangan ba magnosebleed ako sa kakaexplain?

Anyways, here we go again. Counting the months…the days…another number is added in my facebook profile. I’ve been trying to convince myself  5 mins ago that there is nothing wrong of being old……….I hate the word “old” maybe matured is a better term. Am I the only one in this entire human race that have issue with aging? I see my friends and classmates in facebook seems quite comfortable of aging process. Perhaps, in denial? Or simply conscious of openly discussing this issue. Afraid to be judge as too self centered? Because there are greater and bigger things that we should have to worry about it. Tell you honey, I am not a saint neither a super hero. So, I don’t think I can do anything if the world is in global warming ok. Ang dami ko naman issues noh? Demanding na ako kay lord. Baka e FO (friendship over) nya ako.

Then, I came across of my last year Christmas blog. I wrote 34 things I am thankful of. After contemplating my life 11 months ago, nothing is extraordinary. Actually, it’s fantastic.Why? Kailangan ba magexplain sa presinto? I really have no reasons. The fact that I survive another year and still looking forward for next year is already enough. Potah! Am so plastic…ende siya funny di va? Fine, I have my own fair shares of ups and down. Ano feeling mo masyado kami close ni God? Everyday, I still struggle with my own demons and dramas. Ikaw ba naman magkaroon ng genes na ganito. Magkamag-anak kasi parenthood…kaya ang ganech…lukring ang bunga. I have so many issues with myself and people around me. Yes, I am not iron man nor heartless as you think. Plastic pa rin ni vakla….zsa…zsa…errr….not really. Sometimes, some things also hit my ego. Example 1-Vakla…bakit ang laki ng tyan mo? Are you pregnant? …Hello! Since when 98pounds becomes fat?  Example 2-Gurl, you need botox or anti-aging cream. You look like my lola. Answer: Really? So, your lola also wears 3 inches heels and skinny jeans? Example 3- Why do you have to speak english when your grammar is wrong. Answer: Vakla, bobita ka ba? Nasa ibang bansa kaya tayo. Ende tagalog ang universal language. Affected? Kasalanan ko ba kung dukha ka? English translation-I’m sorry if it bugs you. But I live in upper crust, does it count? Hahahaha! Matapobre ang lola mo di va?

What’s my point here? Well, most of us always seems to remember the bad and the ugly. The rest is no longer relevant. We linger our minds to what went wrong. Like our love affairs. We never really think of our good exes….only those who got away. Which I don’t understand. Or are human can’t simply accept the course of life…..that  haler!!!! We are not Virgin Mary, saints or the God. In short, we are bounded to make mistakes everyday of our life. As what you lolo Chuck Palahniuk  says “Your birth is a mistake you’ll spend your whole life trying to correct.” So there are more things we should be grateful of. Even with all our tragedies, the downfall of economy, the heartbreaks and pain we go through. Is it not enough that we are living, breathing and striving to master our way of existence. Ok, I get it. Easy for me to say because I am not on your shoes. Errr….because I have 160 pairs of shoes and still counting….Hehehe! Kulit ko ano. Serious na….etetch. They say that one can never really understand a person ’til you are put on his position. Yes, I agree. But you will also never see the beauty of one’s life, if you haven’t play with yourself and come 7 times. Swear! It’s amazing. Hahahaha! You see my dear friends “Life is a tragedy for those who feel, but a comedy to those who think.” And you know already…not only I am beautiful but I am also smart. Hahahahaha! Kavouge si vakla. Winner! In short….why should we pay attention to our past that can not be change. When it’s done…it’s done. Magbigti ka man dyan and mangkulam ende mo na mababalik ang nakaraan ni Ate Guy and Pip. So, deal with it. I actually find it more amusing to recall all the stupid things I’ve done in the past. We exist in the present. The past is our history. And the future is our chances.

I can not promise you a beautiful life next year. Haler! I am not God. What I know though, I will have another opportunity to either correct or mess my life. I am offered with another possibility to change and fix my existence….a chance to change something for the better…or worst. I have another choice. So, go botox na etetch talaga! If I can’t have it, buy it.

Merry Christmas people!